My Kafkaesque journey in corruption

June 26, 2016

I cannot receive treatment from ABMU and the fact that all GPs I have seen, say I will never be told the truth shows that whilst they may not know the reason I was intentionally destroyed, they know the reason why I will never receive the truth. This I feel shows the extent of corruption that has been in place in this area of NHS Wales since its formation in 1999.

During my quest for resolution I have learnt of many similar cases of protection and corruption, since at least 1985, some involving Dr RB John, my sister and many many others. Two personal instances involve my sister and her husband surrounding the deaths of both my father, 1986, and my mother, 1993, which I noted at the time.

I have one blemish on my career as I was found at fault, in 1993, for “extraction of the wrong tooth”. I will not go into details but my Medical Protection Barrister said that my case was opportunistic and the result was unfair as I had followed all legal and professional requirements. The patient’s husband was a senior member on the board of Neath YMCA and it is written in the CV of Dr RB John that he was a board member of the YMCA, but no date. Is that just a coincidence?

Also Dr RB John was a President of Neath Round Table and Past President of Neath Rotary Club in 1998/99. I assume that my divorce solicitor was a member of both and so this post could have “facilitated the transfer” of my pension lump sum in 1998. Before my hospitalisation I was a Freemason, raised to the 3rd degree, and fellows still say that Dr R B John is well protected but will not elaborate. I can receive no help from them.

I constantly dissect my decision to accept, under pressure, hospitalisation on 11th June 1998 but if I had “called their bluff” and somehow gone to work the next day I would have been practising illegally as I was fully retired on psychiatric grounds, my last, but unknown to me, day of service being 11th June. It would have been written that I had refused to accept hospitalisation and so no one would listen to, or believe me, when I said that I categorically had no advance warning. All hell would have broken loose: there was no way out as Dr RB John intended to destroy me and made sure that no-one would EVER listen to me.

I have tried to work out why he wanted to destroy me. I have an English accent, developed from my living in England from 1962 at boarding school, to 1985, and received much “humorous” racism, including a death threat. I discovered that the telephone number used was the pay-phone in the Public House which both Dr RB John and I frequented. We were acquaintances rather than friends so I knew him both socially and professionally yet he did this to me.

One final thought is that I was “payment” for the cover up of that heinous act by my sister, Dr Keatley E James or her husband Dr Adwaita P Dhar. I have heard 2 suggestions, from female patients, of an alleged act by her husband whilst in his post as a Gynaecologist. I have no proof but I DO NOT want to be associated with this if factual.

The world changed on Friday with the Brexit result so maybe my luck will change. One friend said that if I didn’t have bad luck I would’ny have any luck at all.

My life is out of a novel by Franz Kafka 

It is Kafkaesque, which is used to describe concepts and situations reminiscent of his work, particularlyThe Trial,  Bureaucracies overpower people, often in a surreal, nightmarish milieu which evokes feelings of senselessness, disorientation, and helplessness. Characters in a Kafkaesque setting often lack a clear course of action to escape a labyrinthine situation. Kafkaesque elements often appear in existential works, but the term has transcended the literary realm to apply to real-life occurrences and situations that are incomprehensibly complex, bizarre, or illogical.

It still goes on.

June 17, 2016

It has been made perfectly obvious to me that officials of Abertawe Bro Morgannwg University Health Board (ABMU) in NHS Wales will continue to deny me the truth surrounding my enforced and immediate psychiatric hospitalisation in 1998 which caused my Professional, financial and medical destruction and my sudden retirement from being a NHS Dentist, because of the intentionally false diagnosis by my then GP Dr RB John. I was 48 and have a large debt for life.

My psychiatric well being has since deteriorated because of the unnecessary treatment for the initial false diagnosis of “a severe neurotic depressive illness” I have other diagnoses of, for example: Paranoia, delusions and dislocation from reality from the NHS Complaint 2003-07; Dysthymia in 2009; a delusional disorder of the persecutory type (DSMIV-TR 297)in 2011: No delusions in 2012 and in June 2013 the Acting Clinical Director of ABMU MHS referenced the above diagnoses writing they were consistent and that I had a psychosocial disorder and made an offer of time limited psycho therapy, which has been withdrawn.

This was accepted as a diagnosis by the Ombudsman BUT ABMU wrote that it was a Managerial Comment,not a diagnosis, and so The Clinical Director had done nothing ethically, morally or criminally wrong, in a subsequent Fitness to Practice concern with the Health Care Professionals Council. Again a Data protection request was refused.

So the letter had two meanings now, convenient to the circumstances.

Following 2 visits from South Wales Police, concerned for my welfare, I now have an adjustment disorder secondary to a stress reaction from January 2016. The Ombudsmen say it is an employment issue despite my being suddenly retired on ill health ,psychiatric, grounds as initiated by Dr John, without that initiating diagnosis I would not have been placed in this position. The medical Opinion has been constantly refused as evidence,described as “new evidence”.

I took an overdose in 2013 and was told at a subsequent appointment that ABMU would not offer treatment and to seek private counselling which I had done previously in 2009 and 2010 and then for 2 years from 2013 until sadly the Counsellor became seriously ill in mid 2015; he was willing to give his opinion before his illness. The other counsellors said that I need answers not treatment but none would put that in writing. I was recently referred, Feb 2016, to the Dental Health Programme and the counsellor wrote “you are in a very difficult space what would happen to you if could accept you will never get the answers you require and live your life no longer determined by what NHS Wales have done to you it may give you a sense of freedom that haven’t had for best part 20 years. You can’t change the past but you can take control of your future” Apart from the large debt for the shortfall on sale of my practice, and . related medical conditions, I still have many reminders of my past career as patients still stop me and say how much they miss me. Many relay their recent dental problems to me and even ask advice, the latest being an hour or so after the last appointment with the Psychiatrists on 17th May 2016. I cannot just switch of my “dental mode”. I have documents from NHS Pensions which show my concerns. I sadly have no memory of receipt and they are copies. At the time in 1998 I was about 6 weeks or so away from full and final resolution of all my problems.

xI am constantly told to contact Abertawe Bro Morgannwg but the Chief Executive Paul Roberts has written that he will not respond to my communications as my concerns have been investigated, NHS Complaint GT/DMR/JAME01003/xxxxxxxx yet I do not know the result and they have denied my Data Protection requests.

I saw my psychiatric notes, in an appointment 17/05/16, with Dr Robertson Psychiatric Consultant, and I made the comment that their size, almost 2 inches deep, were a waste of resources from an initial false diagnosis . She looked at them and seemed to agree. I have a witness. I also said I was treated as a pseudo-patient in hospital in 1998 and now am being treated as a non existent imposter as in the 1973 experiment To be sane in insane places by Professor David Rosenhan. She had no knowledge of this experiment.

Recently my medical concern has expanded beyond the NHS and involves officers of the Order of St John, a royal order of chivalry including, for example, the GP Dr R Bryn John, the Chief Constable of South Wales Police and Carwyn Jones, Leader of the Welsh Government. This could easily explain my treatment and the responses to my complaint from ABMU, departments of the Welsh Government and two Welsh Pubic Service Ombudsmen since at least 2003. A past Welsh Health Minister, Edwina Hart holds the honour CstJ.

The Trustees of The Order Of St John list Sir Paul Williams, who is a past Chief Executive of a fore-runner of ABMU and also a past Chief Executive of NHS Wales, and Peter Vaughan, Chief Constable of South Wales Police.

Dr John was Medical Director of the Health Board during the complaint; High Sheriff of West Glamorgan in 2009/10 and currently is Deputy Lord Lieutenant of the county. He became an officer of the Order of St John in 2011.

I was advised by the NHS Counter Fraud Unit in Pontypool to contact the Police regarding the abuse of a position of power by Dr R B John but when I contacted the Chief Constable as I had heard nothing he replied that I had been contacted and that there was nothing to investigate but when I asked him to clarify these statements he wrote that he would not make any further comment, which I believe is the written version of “no comment”. Which is disturbing.

Remembering 9/11/2001

September 11, 2011

This song is dedicated to those who lost loved ones  September 11th 2001

Girl of my dreams

I hate September what a miserable time of year
Summer’s gone and winters drawing in
The nights are cold as cold as your heart
it cuts me like a knife

I wanna relax I wanna forget
I want all this to disappear
boy do I hate I hate this time of year
the stage is set and it soon becomes oh so crystal clear
you’re the reason I hate this time of year

My bags are packed and I’m ready to go I’m leaving this town
I gotta get away gotta start a new life on my own
the thought of that well it scares me ooh it scares me half to death

I wanna relax I wanna forget
I want all this to disappear
boy do I hate I hate this time of year
I want to spend the rest of my life with the girl of my dreams
trouble is the girl of my dreams was you.

tnajames 2001

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BGT 2011

June 3, 2011

I know, with hindsight, that I was on BGT 2010  for entertainment value. He got some good print out of MY debacle at my expense but HEY NHS Wales have been far more insulting. I also said at the time that BGT and the ancillary staff showed me FAR MORE RESPECT in one day than NHS Wales have shown me in 13 years.

Simon Cowell is only out to make money for his company and himself. (also what good advertising for the programme) ‘cos now, probably, many more viewers will tune in  BECAUSE of this.

If you want REAL corruption, deceit and lies then look no further than this man:

dr_bryn_john_1   Dr R Bryn JohnDr R Bryn John got where he is by his arrogance and Medical Incompetence and the protection by his “friends” in high places.

Certain people in the Wales government

and various doctors including

Dr Keatley E James, my sister, and Dr Adwaita P Dhar, her husband. Dr R Lewis, Dr G Kahan, and Dr Mudally. Not forgetting the psychatrists Drs Ague,  Ballsurryia and Muthakkumar.

Dr RB John thinks he is water-tight but then the White Star Line thought the Titanic was unsinkable.

Nobody gave a second thought about my being sectioned and forcibly retired in 1998, on a pack of lies and I also didn’t anticipate getting 500 hits on this blog yesterday so wasn’t prepared for the sudden incidental interest.

I find it difficult fighting thoughts of suicide especially since the Welsh Assembly Government Health Secretariat via Beverly Delacruz have told me to ring the Samaritans when I told them I cannot get treatment for how I feel and so they deny me my basic rights as a patient and by so doing they have failed in their Duty of Care towards me.

Why do NHS Wales refuse to listen?? BECAUSE to listen to me would show the massive amounts of corruption surrounding Dr RB John. So they would prefer me to continue my entrapment as a Psychiatric Patient and also show me the prejudice and discrimination afforded to psychiatric patients.

THIS is the song I WAS gonna sing and so surprise Simes, Amanda and Piers BUT I gave the wrong CD. Seemed even I couldn’t catch the effin train on time myself.

Obama meets Osama

May 13, 2011

The day Osama met Obama in Brazil!


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