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The Medical Opinion and compliment slip

June 12, 2020

The Casual Events.

I have now been out of Dentistry for longer than I practised.

IT IS NOW 25 YEARS SINCE Dr RONALD BRYN JOHN CStJ INTENTIONALLY DESTROYED MY LIFE

Thanks to Dr Ronald Bryn John and his Medical Opinion (link at bottom).

I have no recollection of receipt of the Medical Opinion, but if I had I would have questioned some of his statements as they are blatant lies so “colossal” that no one would believe that someone “could have the impudence to distort the truthThe Big Lie If I had received it before, I would have acted differently; and spoken to Dr John and asked what on earth he was doing, then called my Protection Society and taken their advice.

  I had to be strong enough to sell my Practice in November at a great loss £25,000 bought for £115,000 in 1985. (£190,958.27 in 1998) I had lost all of my patients (4000++) and thus the goodwill that determined the sale price.

However, I found my copy in 2007 in a pile of divorce papers following a plumbing disaster in my house.

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I thought that you should know what I said so we’re not contradicting each other” An admission that he is not telling the truth/ has lied. Nowhere in the opinion is there a reference to hospitalisation or of a time scale. One week later from the date of writing I was fully retired, without my knowledge, and in hospital, having been told I would be sectioned if I did not agree to go by 09.00 the next day. I rang my Protection Society and after much discussion was advised to go and sign myself out, AS IN MY PATIENT’S RIGHT, I did not learn I was retired until mid-July or early August.

A Medical Practitioner should act in the best interest of the patient: the guiding maxim being “First, do no harm.”

I have no idea why this was written in the first place as he has NEVER ever explained why he intentionally declared me a high-risk suicide. Declaring a person mentally ill provides the perfect opportunity to not have to respond as the person is now the product of an ill mind and so does not have to be taken seriously.

Attached to my copy was the above compliment slip.

In August 1984 at the christening of my son, my brother in law Dr Adwaita P Dhar told me, my Father and my Father-in-law that he had overstayed in the UK after his work permit had expired and in 1979 married my sister a GP in Briton Ferry, West Glamorgan to stay in the country. He was a Gynaecologist at the old Neath General Hospital. Sometime before 1998 he left that role to become a Doctor in the Community.

When I was practising two Community Nurses told me of his inappropriate behaviour with female staff members and patients, and asked my advice, I advised them to contact their Professional Body. I have since been told many times about his behaviour as a Gynaecologist at Neath General Hospital. In 2008 when I was talking to an ex-patient in a supermarket in Neath and she volunteered that she had an awful experience with a Gynaecologist at Neath General Hospital before giving birth. My brother-in-law then walked by and she said that’s him and burst into tears. I have since heard similar stories. The latest being December 2023,

I was told on 20th March 2024 that my sister Dr Keatley E James helped organise my destruction.

I was rebuilding my practice after a serious flood in November 1997 and also going through an acrimonious divorce from my ADULTEROUS wife. By his actions, Dr Ronald Bryn John caused the Perfect Storm of Events. I was losing my family and he made certain that I lost my career, my business and my profession. I was due full and final settlement of the Insurance claim at the end of JULY but the hospitalisation was deemed “an uninformed change of circumstances” by the Insurance Company so they VOIDED settlement. I was a few weeks away from a resolution but because HE DID NOT DISCUSS ANYTHING WITH ME I lost everything almost overnight.

On June 11th 1998 I was threatened with being sectioned if I did not immediately go to a psychiatric unit as the Health Authority had taken immediate control of my practice. I rang my Protection Society and was advised to go and sign myself out, AS WAS MY PATIENT’S RIGHT, However at the hospital I was held in a closed/locked room, made to swallow medication; received an injection and was hospitalised as a Sectíon 2, a high-risk suicide, during which time my practice was destroyed. My accountant said later that on paper I had lost over £200,000.

My bank, Barclays, was originally on my side with large loans for equipment and a large running overdraft. My side of the bargain was to give Accountant certified monthly financial forecasts and to ring the Bank Manager and my accountant once a week. This soon changed when I defaulted on my side of the bargain. I could not be contacted because of the forced hospitalisation and so all my accounts were closed and bankruptcy proceedings started.

I could have lost the house that I was living in which had been in my family for over 100 years, only my family had ever lived in it

He forced my retirement at 48, took over my divorce and gave my pension lump sum to Jeffrey Lock my divorce solicitor. Margaret Newton was the main incompetent in the Local Health Board who despite her role, knew nothing about her job regarding NHS Dentists. I was a self-employed sole trader under contract to supply NHS Dentistry. I was totally NHS, only one private patient. I had an arrangement with British Steel (TATA’s original name) in Port Talbot to see the sailors from the ships carrying Iron Ore if they had toothache.

At no time did Dr RB John talk to me and explain his treatment plan. When I asked him, after my discharge, for an explanation he wrote that he was aggrieved that I was not grateful for all that he had done for me and I was in direct conflict with the advice that I should be retired. Documents exist to show that the last statement is untrue. He wrote, in my Medical Notes that it was not his responsibility to inform me of this. But as my GP it is his duty to tell me his opinion.

I was not involved in ANY of this, which as a self-employed sole trader I should have been, so I have NO idea why he decided, alone, to take over and destroy my life.

My 1st last day of service was 11/06/98 The NHS Pension Letters show my 1st date of retirement was 12/06/98. I was retired on ill-health grounds on the day of admission to Heath House Priory. My Pension lump sum was illegally passed to Jeffrey Lock of Llewellyn Jones Solicitor Neath to be used in the financial Settlement (and of course his fees).

If I had managed to go to work the next day I would have been, both retired and not retired at the same time. When would I then have known about my pension lump sum being taken by Jeffrey Lock? I should not speak evil of the dead but his professionalism as a solicitor was highly lacking, I found him an extremely arrogant man.

What the hell would have happened?

But a letter from NHS Pensions dated 07/07/98 TWO DAYS BEFORE I WAS DISCHARGED said my retirement had not been accepted or rejected. 26 days after my 1st retirement date. of 12th June1998.

1st letter was written 2 days BEFORE my discharge from the hospital and showed my second date of retirement in November 1998 as I was unretired from 12/06/98 and re-retired 07/11/98 costing me £4500, which I did not have. I did not receive ANY pension until December 1998 and any income I earned from before hospitalisation was taken by the bank in lieu of debts.

I had no money for 6 months and had to sell stuff to survive. And thank goodness for credit cards. I maxed them all out. I had multiple County Court Judgements

I was self-employed but had ABSOLUTELY no control over my enforced retirement at the age of 48. It was as if I had been struck off. Removed from the Dental register and officially not allowed to continue as a Practitioner.

The Discharge letter

Dr John knew that his actions would destroy me because in paragraphs 5 and 7 of the Medical Opinion, he quotes me twice about his advice to stop work, and on both occasions, I refused “because of my precarious financial situation” Which explains why this document was constantly refused as evidence in 2 NHS Complaints because it clearly shows his intention to destroy me.

I’m exhausted from living a lie

25 years now (2023)

Events from 1998 onwards

The Final Thoughts

Medical Opinion dated 04/06/98

Also thanks in no small part to my sister Dr Keatley E James and her husband, retired Gynaecologist Dr Adwaita P Dhar. She said in 2009 that Dr John had protected their reputations and pensions following inappropriate acts by Dr Dhar and so she would not help me get to the truth saying that she would always protect Dr John as she never wanted the truth to be exposed. Both have now had 20+ years of illegally preserved Reputations, with a full pension.

He was protected by past Chief Executives of the Health Board Alex Howells, Paul Gilchrist, Tracy Myhill, VWBro Sir Paul M. Williams, OBE, DL KStJ PGSwdB, and Paul Roberts (he was given £163,213 as a leaving present), and board member Chris White. to name a few.

I have heard many times about these inappropriate acts regarding her husband Dr Adwaita P Dhar and female staff and patients whilst a Gynaecologist in the old Neath General Hospital and also as a Doctor in the Community. Two community nurses told me, when I was allowed to work, about his behaviour and I advised them to report it to the Health Board and their Professional Bodies.

The latest was from one of his patients in December 2023

In effect my sister allowed Dr Ronald Bryn John to destroy me so I am doing the sentence for their crimes.

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Please read the pdf Casual Events as it shows that my brother-in-law was also causal in the death of my Mum. My use of English is not good enough to explain the events properly.

The end is nigh

September 10, 2009

I have been banned from the local psychiatric services because the psychiatrists say I refuse treatment. AND yet Dr Ballasurryia said this but has denied saying so. Dr Gama said that she said that only to stop me killing myself at Xmas but stopped short of telling me to move on . Although that is what I think he meant as he has changed his attitude to me now.

HOW CAN I REFUSE WHAT is never offered? I have letters which dispute their statements and will hopefully post that at the weekend because now I am going to get in my car and go to say goodbye to my son.

I can’t tell him that but at least I will have a nice memory of the only person I have that does not prejudge me.

Dr RB John you have won, you bastard, your prediction will come true. I wonder if the Queen knows what a corrupt man her representative in West Glamorgan is.

Auspices of Fair Comment

I trust my sister, Dr KE James will  be happy when I am dead. She said she had REASONS not to help me. If she was seriously ill then I think she would have told me BUT to say NO now stating her phrase “reasons” makes me think she is defending Dr RB John until the bitter end.

Preferring to have her brother commit suicide for something SHE COULD HAVE STOPPED in 1998

I AM GOING TO DIE SOON either by my own hand, as I fought suicide AGAIN last night,

or by a heart attack

because my GP has reduced the aspirin to one a day and ignored my request for a repeat for the Nitro-Lingual spray for my angina attacks. He didn’t even know I was on aspirin twice daily since my visit to the Out of Hours Doctor in June.

I have had 6 Angina/panic attacks in the past 2 months, 3 in the past fortnight.

He said I always went on about my loss and by inference then I SHOULD MOVE ON. But  he also said “I WILL ALWAYS BE A DENTIST” which IS the problem. I CANNOT close that part of my life. He forgot that if I was mentioning my distress it was BECASUE I NEED HELP to continue my hell of a life.

I assume from the reduction in my heart medication he hopes it will be soon from a heart attack.

I have sent him a letter expressing the reasons I wish to die, if I survive until the weekend I will post it  here.

what a fucking waste of my life, 60 years for fucking nothing and it is ALL back now just as it was in 1998

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Suicidal thoughts YET AGAIN

July 7, 2009

I can’t even go to fucking Tescos without being asked about teeth as has just happened 20 minutes ago. An ex patient’s wife, who works in Tesco’s, asked me about her wisdom teeth.

Or do I tell the person to fuck off and leave me alone and loose another friend? Cos when I tell them what has happened and why I do not want to fkn talk about teeth they then say “Get over it, move or it’s only money”.

NO IT IS 40 years of my fkn life destroyed by an intentional lie.

Or do I take medication as Muthkkumar insists and then STILL experience the shit but this time I am like a fkn zombie? Like I was between 1998 and 2004 as the so called Mental Health Services reinforced every time I SAW THEM THAT I WAS A HIGH RISK SUICIDE.

Thanks to Dr RB John’s lies. Medical Opinion and Compliment Slip.

Or do I kill myself to get away from this hell?

I NEVER was suicidal in 1998 and these thoughts have only surfaced because of Dr G K

and then Dr Ballsurryia said I needed compensation

I say to Edwina Hart “Is the treatment I now receive from Castle Surgery the “correct level of care” that you hoped they would show to me.

And all because Dr RB John is a despicable man. Not even beating the crap outa him would help. I NEED ANSWERS and as Dr Balla says “I DESERVE COMPENSATION”.

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Dr RB John has another protector

July 7, 2009

Am I a Welsh NHS Dr David Kelly? It seems ALL in the NHS in Wales want me DEAD? Just because I tell the truth about Dr RB John AND all documented IN MY MEDICAL NOTES.

I have one real regret in my life and that was believing that a Doctor would NEVER lie. I can take no more. So I say that Dr RB John is a pathological liar: They act very defensively when you question their statements. They believe what they say is true, when everyone else knows it isn’t. They lie when it is very easy to tell the truth. They lie to get sympathy, to look better, to save their butt, etc. Is a legend in their own mind. They “construct” a reality around themselves. They don’t value the truth, especially if they don’t see it as hurting anyone. If you call them on a lie and they are backed into a corner, they will act very defensively and say ugly things (most likely but depends on personality), but they may eventually start to act like, “Well, what’s the difference? You’re making a big deal out of nothing!” (again, to refocus the conversation to your wrongdoing instead of theirs).

Not much has been established about pathological lying, except that it is the mental state of the liar and not the lie that is abnormal

One could also deduce that the NHS are also pathological liars from the above paragraph.

Guidance for good practice on the GMC web site.

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I told Dr Frank Gama yesterday as I left his surgery that I see no point in continuing to fight the suicidal thoughts I have as I assume that he has DONE NOTHING to help me as I have requested HELP at EVERY visit to him this year. Dr Gama also said that the treatment available from the Psychiatric Services in West Glamorgan DOES NOT INCUDE “Talking Therapies” as medication is the ONLY treatment available.  AND according to Dr Muthakkumar medication WITHOUT a diagnosis.

BUT he now tells me to continue with the Nitro Lingual spray having told me a week previously to stop it. He tried to show his caring professional attitude by telling me how to use it seemingly forgetting that he categorically told me to STOP using it at our last meeting

My cholesterol however was 3.9.

When I saw Dr G Kahan in April last year 2008 about a suggested misdiagnosis of my heart condition SHE sent me to the psychiatrist

and NOW when I threaten to commit suicide AGAIN, Dr  FrankGama now ONLY reassures me of my heart condition.

FOR FUCKS SAKE LISTEN TO ME. I fucking know the condition of my coronary vessels having read and re-read the letters from the Cardiologists and having gone through the HELL of the last 18 months.

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Seems a corrupt and evil man Dr RB John is allowed to practice.

BrynJohn

He has intentionally deceived the very people that bestowed on him the post of High Sheriff of West Glamorgan.

He intentionally lied in order to destroy MY life as a NHS Dentist.

He intentionally REFUSED to respond in a professional and true manner in the NHS Complaint by corruptly using his post of Medical Director of the very Local Health Board that was investigating MY complaint against him

AND YET he is now on the All Wales Primary Care Quality & Information Service Advisory Group giving HIS advice on primary care in the treatment of patients for ALL OF WALES.

WHAT THE FUCK does HE know?

Dr Ronald Bryn John is as bad, in a different way, as Dr Harold Shipman.

Written evidence is available and also IS PRESENT IN MY MEDICAL NOTES in documents SIGNED by him to prove so.

Yet he is described as exemplary and I am described as paranoid, with delusions of persecution and dislocation from reality and yet I cannot get treatment from the Psychiatric Services as they ALL TELL me to MOVE ON.

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Go here to see that one of the people who “looked the other way” or did not put his help in writing. Dr Edward Morgan Roberts now has an MBE for his services to medicine.

Also Dr Catherine Bowen of Victoria Gardens Surgery Neath decided to lie in order to protect Roberts and to humiliated me

So am I a Welsh NHS Dr David Kelly?

So this is what it would be like

August 24, 2008

The brain is a wonderful thing as it refuses to let go of some memories.

On Friday I kept having the image of Dr A flash into my mind accompanied by the tingling of my left little finger AND I wasn’t sitting at the time. Then I saw my brother in law and had no opportunity to avoid that ****. Seeing him rekindled ALL the bad memories of him and my damned sister.

When I got home there was a “friendship” note from a neighbour and THAT, for some reason, REALLY annoyed me. SO as I cut my lawns my brain went into overdrive  with all the what ifs and whys. It takes 90 minutes to do the garden so by the time I had finished I was in a really strange mood. Hadn’t been that low before.

Then <suicide> flashed into my brain and I went over the last appointment with the Mental Health people and the thought that I CANNOT now get any decent medical treatment. My left arm was now aching and I was breathless. SO to try to calm down I bought some cigarettes. Not a good idea but at least they seemed to help, with the coughing and stuff. The arm sensations made me think of Dr G’s last visit and how the sensations in my left arm were now SO strong.

Maybe I should commit suicide. WOW. Well the medical profession WOULD like me outa the way. Then I thought of my son and how he would react. Should I tell him? Should I ring the Samaritans?

I cried, I shouted but nothing I did would stop these thoughts.

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